I stay the same, you play your games

I should of tried but I find it so hard to trust,
so many lies, I guess I've gotten sorta numb
wish I could explain why my heart's been acting dumb.

I know that my head's been racing
I don't do well with replacing
kinda jealous, kinda faking all
& the thought of u with someone else
made me wanna prove myself
by putting up another stupid wall.

So I'm sorry if I'm kinda mad
it's maybe cause I cared
I thought it wouldn't hurt me bad
but maybe I was scared
& I've been doing bigger things
but you're still everywhere
it's not fair.

Something bout you makes me go insane
& there's something making that okay
yea I know I shouldn't feel this way
but maybe u feel the same?

If I'm being honest
it's all really messed up
one day I'm your focus
but how are there other girls lined up?

It's been awhile now
since you hit up my phone
but when I pull a you on you
you just can't leave me alone

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