Hi all, lama dah tak post anything here. Honestly banyak gila big event yang happened in my life and I wanna write everything here but I don’t have so many times to do so. But right now kan pkp so here we are. But cerita2 lama dah maleh la nak cerita, cerita yang latest je. But yang latest nothing happened sebab duduk rumah je kan. Ok I wanna tell you guys one of big event yang happened in my life but I’ll make it short :

I met this one guy somewhere and we fall for each other unintentionally. Ok lah then we both contact la macam biasa then suddenly ada one day ni I dapat tahu yang he’s actually has a partner (gf), lol. JOKES ON ME! But nevermind i dah ok right now. Ok continue, then I try la nak stop contact but he begging me to stay, I was like what????? He and his partner ldr tau but me and him same place I think sebab tu kot dia beg?????? Then he said he have no feelings towards his partner tu anymore lah apa lah, I macam omg you cheat bro, pls lah. At first I macam ada la juga give chance (I don’t know what for lol membazir semua tu) but lama2 I macam rasa, takboleh la like this, sampai at some point I rasa if he leaves his gf  for me pun I don’t want to be with him, sebab he can did that behind his partner later in future dia buat I pula. So macam ok lah I blah je lah, I don’t know lah tapi banyak lah jadi. Fast forward, one day ni I geram gila then I macam banyak gila tweet pasal dia la kan (using my rant acc) then dia dapat tahu. We called la after that, he cried (I tak percaya pun) and everything I pun say sorry la sebab talk bad bout him kira masatu fair la, dia ada salah I ada salah, people make mistakes kan so fair lah. Then time tu we decided everything, I memang nak make it clear both sides I tell him everything apa yang I nak actually, I told him I taknak contact lagi (the best decision I guess?) then after that dah jarang contact sampai sekarang. Baguslah kan, sometimes jela tegur2 macamtu je. But right now I macam still rasa tak fair for myself, cause he has partner & happy but I’m alone (but happy juga ok). But nevermind lah I okay je lah kan nak buat macam mana. I macam sedih la juga sebab between me and him lagi banyak benda jadi (imagine you guys spent the whole night together, dance together and all, haih it's not easy to forget, but nevermind, just forget it lol) compare to her partner tapi takpela tu my pov je, tak bermakna I nak semula that relationship. I try to distract myself, do housechores and all. Honestly, I still cannot handle the feelings bila nampak their pic together but I really try my best to be more than okay.

One more thing, dulu I ada cakap I regret kenal dia but now I rasa I tak regret pun sebab serious he gave me so many lessons in life and it impacts my life too so yea, thanks. Ok the end---