anyway feel a lil bit sad plus confuse, someone left me and i cant help but always wonder why they always make me as their second while im putting them first. i try my best to accept it all and let it go cause it is best for everyone. but is it worth if i sacrifice my feelings for other's sake? no one ever did the same for me. people said do things that make you happy, but what if the things that make me happy will hurt others? i know this is not my fault but the one who is responsible to this doesn't did their job right, so i can't help but feel guilty as well. i just dont know. i'm confuse